A memoir is a safari back through time. Whether you write it or not, some part of
your life deserves a memoir. Which years, which events were most meaningful for
you?
It was easy for me to answer that question. I’d always
wanted to write about my life-changing adventures in the 1960s in California. But
when would I find the time?
I spent years getting my Ph.D., then went to Cambridge University in UK, where I met and married David. We then went to Africa, spending four years studying lions in the Serengeti ecosystem. More years followed doing scientific papers, research seminars and lecture tours, then back to Tanzania to do education projects. After two more decades living in a colorful, wild, fascinating rural village, we finally came to roost here in Arizona.
That’s a long road to a memoir. Once we had settled, I retrieved
boxes of letters from my sister’s barn in California, gathered more letters and
memories from friends, found notes and sketches I’d made back in the 60s. During
the next 20 years I put all that together and got David to create the
illustrations. Finally it’s written, published, available!
Now you can read about my life journey through the 1960s. That was the time that formed me and pointed me along the path towards all the other fun stuff. I’ve written my memoir with the aim that it will resonate with you, inspire you, cause you to remember your own life, maybe do your own memoir. If you’re young, get out of your comfort zone and try something different! That is what I want, so start now, read Feathered Canyons, think about life’s lessons – mine are summarized in a section at the end of the book.
Start writing about – or living – that special, memorable part of your life!
This month, our old friend Paul Oliver departed on his final safari. He has been part of the Tanzania tourism scene for so long that it is hard to imagine him not being there.
Paul first came into our lives in March 1984 as a wandering
Englishman, fascinated by nature and exploring Serengeti. I was at the
University of Dar-es-Salaam organizing a field course for my students to visit Serengeti
and Ngorongoro. Meanwhile Jeannette was acting as temporary lion biologist at
Serengeti Research Institute.
One day Paul arrived
at the Lion House in his overland van. He knocked on the door and was greeted
by a 5-foot high woman in a kanga. He peered down at her and asked,
“Is there a
scientist around here?”
Jeannette
bristled somewhat, as she has a PhD, but said “I’m a scientist. How can I help
you?” “Well, there’s a snake somewhere in my van, and I need some help to get
it out!”
So Jeannette
marched out in her flip-flops, armed with another kanga and a glass jar, and
quickly found and captured the young spitting cobra. Thus began a beautiful
friendship!
Paul soon found a niche as a driver-guide with Ngare Sero Safaris, based in Arusha. He was a quick study and became their head guide. He dreamed of having his own bush camp, and we accompanied him on exploratory trips looking for a suitable site on the border of Tarangire National Park. Eventually he established the first Oliver’s Camp at Kikoti, a beautiful location among giant rocks. From this luxurious base you could drive into the park for game-viewing, or take a walk on the wild side with Paul, or enjoy sundowners while watching baboons scale a sheer rock face to their sleeping roost. As Oliver’s Camp’s reputation grew, Tanzania National Parks encouraged Paul to move his camp to its present location within the Park. After a few years, he sold the business so that he could concentrate more on mobile camping and specialized birding tours.
During the Ngare Sero years, I did some safaris with Paul, and this diary fragment preserves a flavour of that experience:
In May 1987 Paul and I were assigned to take a family on a camping tour through Ngorongoro and southern Serengeti. We drove two Land-Rovers to Kilimanjaro Airport to meet New York lawyer Mr Goldfisch (not his real name) and his wife and two teenage daughters. The eldest daughter, we noticed, wore a neck brace.
Mr Goldfisch told us, “I hope we won’t be driving on very
rough roads, because my daughter recently broke her neck”.
Paul and I looked at each other, thinking of at least 200 miles of dirt-road driving that lay beyond the end of the tarmac at Makuyuni.
“Erm, we’ll do our best to smooth out the bumps!” said Paul
brightly.
The trip started well. We saw the elephants of Manyara, and
toured Ngorongoro Crater. My photos show that we visited Olduvai and drove
cross-country to Shifting Sands, where Paul encouraged the girls to gallop down
the sand dune. Then we continued, mostly cross-country, through the wildebeest
herds towards Ndutu.
About 20 miles out from Ndutu, I was driving by a small waterhole when SQUELCH! Into the mud I went. It looked like ordinary plains grass, but rain had turned the soil to goo. Stuck fast, I leaped out and ran over the rise waving to Paul to come tow me out. (No radios in those days!) Although I had royally screwed up, Paul didn’t waste time chewing me out, he just got down to work trying to solve the problem. We roped the rear end of my car to the front of his, he pulled – VROOM! VROOM! – And he got stuck too. All of us, even the mother and the daughters, set to shoveling mud, jacking up Paul’s car and putting rocks under the wheels, and we managed to get Paul out. Next we worked on my Land-rover, which was much more stuck, for another hour or so – but the tow-rope kept getting shorter each time it broke! Finally Paul decided to take the clients to the Lodge, where we’d spend the night while camp was being set up.
“I’ll send our supply truck to pull you out. Here’s a beer
to keep you going!” he grinned.
With the gnus for company, I worked on the car for about 90 minutes,
managing to move about a foot backwards and 3 inches deeper.
About 6pm, Paul drove back followed by Ben in his big truck,
with a vast steel hawser wrapped around its front. Ben roared up behind my car
and the ground trembled like jelly.
“He’ll get stuck!” I said.
“Oh no, he’s far too experienced for that!” said Paul
We hitched up the cable, Ben revved up the truck….and sank
six inches into the mud!
We spent the next half hour helping Ben lengthen and deepen
the ruts he was stuck in. Finally we quit and left poor Ben with the remains of
our picnic lunch, to guard the two vehicles for the night. After dinner I
flouted the law by driving at night from the lodge to Ben to take him some
dinner in his lonely plains vigil. Springhares hopped like miniature kangaroos
and ghostly freight-trains of wildebeest thundered across the road, only their
eyes reflecting my lights.
Came the dawn – I was left to babysit the clients while Paul
went back to the mud-wallow. He was back very quickly. Ben had woken to find
about 6 lions and 30 hyenas around him! He had chased them away and unstuck the
10-ton truck all by himself and had almost got my Rover out too, which they
quickly finished together.
Then Paul returned and we went game-viewing our way to camp
– found a wonderful tame cheetah and followed it hunting for an hour or so. Back
at camp for lunch – no truck! Paul rushed off again to search and found that
the truck had died after a few miles – ruptured the water hose and bust the
water pump.
Built into the truck, of course, was our camp’s water
supply….
The repercussions continued. In the afternoon, while we were out for a game drive, rangers turned up festooned with AK-47s and bandoliers and pistols and demanded to search the camp, convinced that someone there had been out poaching wildlife at night! I was ordered to go straightway to the ranger post near the Lodge and explain, but it was all OK – as soon as they realized it was just me fooling around out there. I got back to camp and I told Paul with a grave face:
“It’s really bad. They’ve banned me from the Park, effective
from today, and we have 24 hours to get out of here”.
He went pale with shock, until I grinned – “Just kidding!”
The safari ended well. A rescue mechanic came with the spare pump for the truck, and news that the charter to fly out the Goldfisches would shortly be coming. They were relieved to be heading back to civilization, but they were pleased with all the animals they had seen. Broken-neck Girl was no worse and seemed enlivened by her adventures, and they had enough stories, no doubt, to last for the next few decades.
After they departed, Paul and I returned to camp. We screamed and hugged each other and danced around the kitchen area, to the amusement of our staff! He broke out drinks for all, and later we drove leisurely back to Arusha.
If you lived happily in a place for 18 years and had to leave, should you go back? Some say you shouldn’t. But I’ve returned several times to Mangola in northern Tanzania since leaving the home we built and unbuilt. I’ve enjoyed each journey. My visit in January 2020 was no exception.
I had some free days after leading a National Geographic Expedition to Tanzania’s northern parks and I planned to travel to Mangola with some former neighbors, to spend time with them and catch up with other friends from the past. I’d arranged to meet them at an up-market shopping center near the Arusha airport outside of town. While waiting, I browsed the craft shops and a well-stocked, clean supermarket, and sipped an excellent cappuccino by an ornamental pool, where golden-backed weavers wove their intricate nests in the reeds. Such places just didn’t exist 20 years ago.
Soon Chris showed up—a handsome, confident German whose greeting
hug always makes me stand on tiptoe—with his feisty Argentinian wife, Nani,
beaming up at me. Standing shyly aside was their eldest boy, Kian, now a lanky
18. Chris’s mother, Leonie, ageless and precise, greeted me warmly. She had
started our adventure when she first sent us to Mangola 36 years ago.
During our nearly two decades living near Lake Eyasi, this
family became dear friends. They lived some distance from us, were also
foreigners, and always helpful and welcoming. We all piled into their old
Toyota 4WD and headed out along the tarmac highway. As Chris drove, we
exchanged news of mutual friends, of their past year, and of my recent safari.
We crossed green plains and rolling wooded hills, passed healthy herds of
cattle and sheep with their Maasai herders, and stopped at a roadside espresso
bar—another surprise—in the market town of Mto wa Mbu.
From there, our smooth paved road climbed the 2000-foot
escarpment overlooking Lake Manyara and cut through the Mbulu highlands to
Karatu. This road used to be frightful, its gravel and red dirt surface scarred
with potholes and corrugations, From dusty mud huts around a muddy market
square. Karatu has become a sprawling town with power lines and banks and
supermarkets and high-rise buildings.
A few miles past the town, Chris turned left at Njiapanda. We headed down what we used to call the Horrid Road towards Mangola and Lake Eyasi. This unpaved road had been newly graded, and we hummed smoothly along, a dust-cloud chasing us. Gone were the car-swallowing gullies, the cruel staircases of rocks. The long flat section of road, that used to be underwater in years as wet as this one, was now high and dry and flanked by acres of tall maize.
As we swept through our once-primitive village of Gorofani, I saw architect-designed houses, satellite dishes, and power lines. The side road through bush country to the settlement of Kisimangeda looked more familiar, with its rocks and sand-traps. Zooming towards the lakeshore however, I was astounded by the sight of new tourist hotels looking like castles and palaces. Visitors now regularly come to Mangola. They want to see the Hadzabe foragers, see their grass huts, go hunting with bows and arrows.
Maybe add on a visit to the Datoga livestock herders in their black fringed cloaks. Even here, the power poles marched all the way to Kisimangeda Camp, Chris and Nani’s carefully designed tented lodge hidden near the papyrus-rimmed springs. After four decades of diesel generators, my friends would be connected to the grid this week.
Kisimangeda farmhouse peers out from a forest of doum palms and fever-trees. It faces the gleaming expanse of the seasonal lake and the Eyasi rift cliffs beyond.
At the house, Kaunda came by and greeted me: “Shayamo!” “Mtana-ba!” This short, old and endlessly cheerful Hadza man has helped the family in many ways for many years. He has always been their main liaison with his tribe of foragers. He laughs a lot, but his skill with bow and poisoned arrows is legendary, so he is treated with due respect.
For a day I prowled the forest and the lakeshore, finding
familiar birds and other wildlife. I climbed the high basalt rock outcrop for a
fine panoramic view of the lake. On the next day, Chris let me borrow the
Toyota so I could go visiting. My first stop was to visit Ruth, who lives on
the ridge between Gorofani and Barazani villages. For several years she’s been
building her health clinic there. It is a grand building with white walls and
clean, tiled interiors.
Seeing Ruth now reminds me of her 30-year arc from shy
schoolgirl to nurse and clinic developer. Her career began in our home not far
away. We follow her progress with interest and love. Ruth is now a stout woman
in her forties with a calm certainty that any obstacle can be overcome. She
greeted me warmly and showed me around the clinic, labs, her home, and guest
rooms for visiting medics. It’s still a work in progress, but one day it will
be a fine medical center.
What of our old home? I drove back towards Gorofani and
turned off by the baobab tree, trying to follow the old track through the
Chemchem forest to our place. The bushes had closed in and formed thickets and
soon I just had to park and walk. Across the river, diesel pumps throbbed,
sending water to the onion fields. Casting around, I stumbled on a new
pipeline—a trench cleared and dug through the thickets with a couple of 6”
plastic pipes laid in it, to carry water from the springs to new onion
plantations on the west side of the river.
Scrambling along that ditch, I managed to reach our old house site. Not much remained. I found a part of the stone wall round our outdoor courtyard and shower and the ruins of a battered concrete couch where our front porch had been. The flamboyant trees we had planted still flourished, overshadowing the baby baobab that will outlast them by centuries. A troop of baboons feasted noisily on the sour pods of a tamarind tree overhanging the rubble of our two-story studio.
We had called our place “Mikwajuni,” meaning “among the
tamarind trees”—slow-growing, sturdy, shady, fruit-bearing trees with lovely
flowers. I could not see a trace of my office, the first round building we had
constructed. But nearby I discovered the concrete lip of my car maintenance pit
above the swamp water. This showed that the stream level had risen about 5 feet
in 16 years. Most of the tall fig trees and fever trees had drowned and fallen
down. New ones were growing up to replace them.
I was happy to learn that the whole Chemchem area of forest, springs, and swamp is now protected by the village. We were part of the struggle to achieve that status and suffered the consequences. As I stood among the thriving vegetation, I could view the ruins of our old home with a strange detachment. We had poured a lot of energy into building it, we had some very good times there. And hard times, too. Our leaving had been traumatic, but we moved on.
I had to move on, too. I drove on to the village and past the mosque, still one of the most elegant buildings in the village with its green and white minaret. Nearby I went to the house of a successful local tour-guide who had been our protegé, enemy, and friend. He was away in Arusha so his lovely wife told me the family news. I learned their daughter is following in dad’s footsteps and going to a tourism college. Near their home, I paid my respects to the grave of Bashki. He had been a powerful chief whose elaborate funeral rites we had attended. Nearby was a small concrete memorial to our mutual friend, Professor Tomikawa, a Japanese gentleman and scholar who had been Bashki’s dear friend.
Continuing through the village, I went to see Athumani and his wife Mama Furaha. These two are now an elderly couple originally from the Usambara mountains near Tanzania’s coast. Athumani, a modest man of great integrity and wisdom, had been the most essential member of our household. He became our trusted guide to village culture. When I arrived near their modest home, I saw Athumani in his white Muslim cap pottering around the goat pen. He turned to see me drive in, recognized me, and he came running over with a warm embrace.
Age had shrunk him and stolen many teeth, but he and Mama looked well. They gave me the news of their nine kids who are scattered around the country. The big news was the wedding of Number Two Son, Bashiri, whom Jeannette had helped deliver. Ever since we left Mangola and gave Athumani all the concrete blocks he could salvage from our home, their new house has been growing next to their sway-backed old mud hut. It is nearly finished, but our friendship continues. I left them with another donation to their building project, and they insisted that I bring “Mama Simba” next time.
Continuing my loop through the village, I passed a small café and spied our former village chairman, Mzee Saidi. He was crouched down, inspecting a drain outside his building. Looking up in surprise he chuckled. “Ho, bwana David! Karibu sana!” he exclaimed and dragged me into a back room for a soda.
Saidi has the impassive face of an ebony sculpture and speaks with the sonorous cadence of a preacher. Saidi had been our supporter and friend when we first came to Mangola. He had invited us to apply for our own plot of land, which led to our building our homestead at Mikwajuni. As usual, he lamented the “worthless people” who had caused us so much trouble long ago. He thanked me for all the positive things we had done for the village.
The sun was getting low as I crossed the main highway to the
little shop and café called Gorofani Junction. In the back yard old Mama Ramadhani
sat regally in a blue plastic chair. As always, she was surrounded by children,
chickens, and goats. She looked up at me in amazement and grasped my hand in
both of hers, rumbling a greeting in her deep voice. She is a powerful figure
in the village, some say a witch; I say she is a wise friend. Next to her was
plump Amina, who had once been one of those cheeky little toddlers and now has
contributed two boys of her own to the crowd. Amina’s mother Halima came out
and gave me the mandatory flask of hot sweet milky tea. I sat and sipped it,
while shy little hands explored the unfamiliar hair on my arms. I watched the
sun set behind Mama Rama’s shoulder, feeling warmly accepted by this benevolent
matriarchy that seems to perpetuate itself without the visible presence of men.
Try to imagine what kind of story connects these varied
characters: an adventurous German settler family, a Hadza hunter, a determined
Iraqw nurse, a mercurial Datoga tour guide, an urbane Japanese professor, a
respected pastoralist chief, a village politician, a Sancho Panza
butler/farmer, and an Iraqw wise woman. We were part of the brew too, a
British-American duo of artist/biologist refugees. All of our lives entwined
for many years, our diverse spirits drawn together by that bountiful freshwater
oasis in an arid Tanzanian landscape.
Why did we live there? What life lessons did we learn from each one of those people? What conflicts did we experience and why did we leave? In our book, Spirited Oasis, we begin to tell that story, and in Beyond the Oasis, we continue it.